I've got a fire in me!

Wow....... God is so awesome. He is so good to me. I love him with all my heart! I have passion for him, the nation’s, just life, like never before. I am so in love with Jesus. I can not explain it! I am just ready to run! Where ever he goes I will follow!

I Love Photos!!!

Well, all things are new! A lot of things have been changing for me and I am excited to tell you about them. Well I got a job at a day care and I love it. I am still the plotners nanny, I love that too but samara (littlest one) is going off to school next year and I will need a new job so I did. I will be no longer working at taco bell ether. I am way excited about that one. With the new job and still working for the plotners I have the evenings free and the weekends off. I have time to get involved in church stuff again and do the things I love to do. I want to learn a lot more music (singing, playing) and so many other thing. I just don't know where to start. Well I’m outa here! bye

Spring is coming! 

changed... not afraid any more.

Wow I can just say wow. So much has changed in me and I love it. Don’t have much time to write it all down but God has done a great work inside me and I love every min of it. its like I was in a dark room with all the light off and my life was in this trunk and I could never see it because all the light were out but slowly the lights started to come on. first the trusty night light. you can see but its not the best and is still very dark. then a little lamp and then the closet light and now the room light and I can see everything for what it is instead of being told and kinda knowing what it is . all my dreams and all the things I have wanted to do and allways being afraid of them because I could never see them clearly but now I can and I am so excited. ok i have to run . untill next time. Im outa here.

my newer older car! 

Have you ever..........

Had something hit you so hard it knocks you off your feet. Well this Jan. we are having the negativity fast. As we are going through this (there’s no complaining only positive thing we are to say) I am having the hardest time!!! I have realized that I don't really talk about things when they are good just when something wrong happens and every thing seems to have gone wrong since I started and I think it is just bring it all out . I do feel helpless in every way right now. That’s where he always takes you when he really wants you to learn something. at least for me he does. To your lowest than he brings you back up. Ok well anywho I have to go. I have lots to do and have to get up super early. Until next time, bye