did you ever know...

Did you ever know of a love so great? A love that is never ending. a love so big and great that you think it could never be for you. That’s Gods Love. I still don't under stand it at all but I'm loving ever bit I am getting. I'm in awe of just how much he wants us to be pure and holy vessels for him to use. I am just getting a glimpse of what he has for me and it’s so awesome. I am in so much awe right now I don't know what else to say.

just wanted to see if i could do this i got lost on how to di it befor. 

fun fun fun!

last night was so much fun!!! it was our youth groups barn party and we did line dancing . it was a blast! then brock, lauren , bepps and i started swing dancing that was even funner!!! oh and i got to go to BW3s!!! i got to chill with people i realy never get to hang out and haven't in a long time, i stayed out a little to late but i'm cool with that. And no joel i don't have a boy friend and there is not any one that i am even thinking of. just to let you know! i'll check back later . see ya

this is swell!

this realy may seem stupid but i like getting worked on by God. It is the times i feel the closest to him and I like it. i am learning a lot and i just started this new chapter in my story. Its crazy but i think i am going to be learn a whole lot more. it may hurt but i'm up for it. i know my God loves me and will work with me in what i need to get.

getting worked on

hey everyone , have you ever had God tell you something and it was just something hard to hear? where i am right now i haev learned it may hurt now but it brings you so much closer and frees you up when you work through what ever God has told you to deal with.

God Move me!!!

why do i like to sit and wait for people to tell me what to do . why do i never change. I'm sick of where i am at. i want more passion for God and what he wants me to do. i know what i need to do but i always push it to the side and never do it. i hate were i am at! GOD MOVE ME!!! i want more of you and none of me. help me to move on with what you have given me. to get out of this dark and gross place. I want to shine with your love your everything not my grossness coming out . just you .:0(

my bday

hey everyone,
Mon. was my bday i had a great one. all i realy did was babysit and go out to eat with daddy Jon, charlene and the girls. i love just hang out with them. its one of my fav things to do. i had alot of people call me and send me cards it was great. the saubs even called me. i love them too. they live in brazil. so i cryed, i realy cryed but that ok it was a happy cry. ok i will check back in later. :0)

lastnight was fun i was helping my friend vonnie with our huge sale whe have for our missions people at church. then a bucnk of girls went to her house and had pizza . i was so hyper i was bounceing off the walls. it was somuch fun . then we watched a movie it was called "Man On Fire" that movie is the saddest movie ever . i cryed so hard!!! bad movie to watch right befor bed! so i didn't get to sleep untill 3 or so and everyone had to be at church for the sale (that is today) at 7 i was so sleepy i came home and slept some more and now i am off to go help too. ;) face painting is fun!

my cars back

well , today i got my car back . it was broke! its seems that it was just the battery not the starter as some said but thats cool with me. I'm glad i have a car again but i didn't miss it. I guess I haven't had a car long enough to miss not having one. oh well . this weekend it my brithday weekend. so i am going to find something to do . dont' know what but i will be looking. :)

It's me

Hey there everyone! this is my bloger. I've never had one befor so please just put up with me working on this thing. i hope to post stuff all the time. well i will see you then. ok talk to ya later . Beth