Summer jobs

well today i went out on a job search. the job i thought i would getfor the summer i didn't . i almost cryed but then i though why am i doing this? God just has something better for me. instead of what i allways do and get fearful and not go all out in everything. i kicked myself in to gear and said your doing this no matter what! i really need a summer job there is no way the plotners will let me not. so put your all in it and get it done with . And you know what? i had fun with it. i had so many people to talk too and every one kept asking me if i was over 18 and i am 21. ya ya i know what you are saying i will like it when i am older. ya i like it now some times. but any who i really liked it. and i am excited about getting a summer job. and getting out there and doing the stuff. :0)