Blowing up my foundation
For the last few weeks God has been really messing with me. Its fun but yet scary. He has been showing me so much right now. It’s hard to take it all in all at once but I am so glad. I can see where he is taking me and it’s where I want to be. It’s taken years to be where I am, it’s like my heart was a house and he had to take it all apart room by room wall by wall to get to the foundation and blow it up and start fresh. Nothing of the old was left. Well I am all most there. He's about ready to blow up my foundation and start fresh. I know I was not even here a few weeks ago, about to take the steps I am going to take. I am just so hungry right now for more I don't care anymore. I will do what ever it takes. Hunger drives me now and I can't get enough of him. Have you ever been that hungry? Do you want to be there? What’s getting in the way? I know it was me getting in the way. I’m to hungry to care about that stuff anymore I just want more of God. What about you? No more sitting back, I’m right up there in the middle of everything, that’s where I want to be.

1 Comments:
i know what you mean... i know God is ready to do so much more in my life, but for some reason something is holding me back. i want to give it all to Him. i've surrendered it all to Him many times... so what's the problem? what do i have to do in order to fall completely in love with Him? *bleck!* flesh is yucky! and i know what you mean about just wanting more... i just want more and to unreservedly want more! Lord take whatever obstacles that stand in my way from being closer to you and 'blow them up,' just like beth has said...
love you girlie!!
*k*
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