Ever lasting love

Well lately God had been showing me so much about myself. I got freaked out and back away for a rest I guess. So I kinda had a melt down of sheer frustration about things and people I didn't know how to deal with it so I tried to find some thing to do. not good to run from things because it allways follows you. There’s no way of getting around it, just deal with it. So I went and got to talk to one of my friend I don't get to talk to hardly at all she’s busy and I tend to be too. but when ever I get really down I seem to call her and I love that she helps me think thing trough I love her for that but ya we talked and hung out all day Monday with another great friend too. we were talking about good books to ready and she gave me this book to read "Redeeming love" it a novel . so a girls book but in some ways I so could relate to how this girl in the book felt and why she aced the way she did because of all the hurt in pain she had in her life I so didn't have all the hurts and stuff she went thought thank God but God so was using this book to get to me again and at the time he did. I so need it. it is just what he always tells me that he loves me and no matter what I do or say he will never leave me and he has the best for me and when i try to run. he is waiting for me and will come get me from where i am when he needs too. I just need trust him and let him do his thing. It’s good to have that reminder I know it’s true and I believe it with all my heart untill next time Beth:0)