things are good!

hey there, yes Joel things are much better! God has totaly meet me and healed parts in me that i never knew where there. God is so good to me.

a cry for healing

have you ever gotten so mad at yourself that you just want to scream! well thats where i am at right now . God has me dealing with my biggest isuse and i hate it. i want God just to ripe it out of me but he said i have to deal with it and walk it out. i don't know how to walk it out or evern how to start to deal with it. i just need to break out of this box i was put in long ago. i want out and i just need a crack to start but i can't do that from the inside. Abba i've tryed but i can't do it on my own. i need you God and you are the only one that can help me out of here! I am crying out fo ryou God. Help!

my prayer this year is that God make me fresh and anew 

its me ! 

samara and our friend emma having fun! 

these are the little girls i watch (Selah & Samara) Are they cute or what? 

24/7

for the month of Jan our church is having 24/7 pray and i get to do mon.at 4 all month. can you think of it people pray at all hours of the day. i love it!!! today was my first day and it was so cool. it went so fast. fri. was the kick off of it. it was so cool so many people came. i was so suprized. last year we didn't have like anyone. this year is going to be so different, i just know it! I am just so excited i don't know where to start. evrything is fresh and new ,its so weird but cool. well, i so don't know where that was going but i hope you guys have a great fresh start of the new year.