work work work....

Well all I feel like I am doing is work work work and now today I don' feel good at all I think my body is mad at me for all the going and going and going. Oh well! I just need to rest up and take care of myself better when I am working all the time. At work taco bell we are short handed so I work every day I am able too. It’s getting to be a lot but its cool the last to night I worked people have been just asking me about what I believe and what my view points on things and they don't like to curse around me ether I like that. I can see how God is using me and I love it. Well selah is loving her time at school and Mara and I are having fun at home we start school next week. I get to teach her every thing my mom dose with her preschool class so it will be fun and we will have lots to do. As of right now we just hang out and chill. Well I will talk to you all later. Beth:0)

School Starts soon.

Well, school starts soon. I am excited, not that I get to go back to school (I would like to be young and go redo what I know I should have done when I was there but anywho) I get to watch my girls again!!! I miss just chilling with them but everything is going to be so different. I know selah is going to go all day to school I will be teaching Mara stuff at home and then working at taco bell and for Mrs. J. starting my cell this weektoo. It will all be good but just thinking about every thing wigs me out. I so want to make sure everyone know I love them. I want to make time for everyone but I won’t have much to go around so all you out there. I Love you guys! Just wanted to let you know. well i am excited anyways. even though it seem scary to me i know God is just working stuff out in me and i can do anything and all these things with his help and with him right by my side. ok untill next time. :0)

take a leap of faith! 

Sorry.....

Hey, I am sorry I have not posted in a long time. Things have been a little crazy the past few weeks. Well I had a nice trip to go see my grandparents. I like seeing them and just loving on them and my uncle, his wife and kids too. God has really been working on me latly. Just the little things to get worked out. I got a job at taco bell so I will be starting on wed. My first day Wahoo. I know it will not be hard (that’s what the lady told me) but I will have a great time and a place to start getting to know people. I am excited. the girls start school too. Well selah dose, she will have a great time and I get to teach Mara at home with my moms stuff ( she is a pre-school teacher ) so Mara will get the best of both worlds school and just being home. I will be starting my cell too, on the 18th. I am excited but a little stressing but I will be ok, don't worry. oh well not much to say but God is good and is with you when ever and what ever you are going through and i love that about him.