Beth Gratcyk

I've got a fire in me!

2006-05-28T19:29:00.000-05:00

Wow....... God is so awesome. He is so good to me. I love him with all my heart! I have passion for him, the nation’s, just life, like never before. I am so in love with Jesus. I can not explain it! I am just ready to run! Where ever he goes I will follow!

2006-05-13T21:34:00.000-05:00

I Love Photos!!!

2006-04-29T18:22:00.000-05:00

Well, all things are new! A lot of things have been changing for me and I am excited to tell you about them. Well I got a job at a day care and I love it. I am still the plotners nanny, I love that too but samara (littlest one) is going off to school next year and I will need a new job so I did. I will be no longer working at taco bell ether. I am way excited about that one. With the new job and still working for the plotners I have the evenings free and the weekends off. I have time to get involved in church stuff again and do the things I love to do. I want to learn a lot more music (singing, playing) and so many other thing. I just don't know where to start. Well I’m outa here! bye

2006-03-13T15:44:00.000-06:00

Spring is coming!

changed... not afraid any more.

2006-03-10T18:59:00.000-06:00

Wow I can just say wow. So much has changed in me and I love it. Don’t have much time to write it all down but God has done a great work inside me and I love every min of it. its like I was in a dark room with all the light off and my life was in this trunk and I could never see it because all the light were out but slowly the lights started to come on. first the trusty night light. you can see but its not the best and is still very dark. then a little lamp and then the closet light and now the room light and I can see everything for what it is instead of being told and kinda knowing what it is . all my dreams and all the things I have wanted to do and allways being afraid of them because I could never see them clearly but now I can and I am so excited. ok i have to run . untill next time. Im outa here.

2006-02-08T10:12:00.000-06:00

my newer older car!

Have you ever..........

2006-01-19T22:03:00.000-06:00

Had something hit you so hard it knocks you off your feet. Well this Jan. we are having the negativity fast. As we are going through this (there’s no complaining only positive thing we are to say) I am having the hardest time!!! I have realized that I don't really talk about things when they are good just when something wrong happens and every thing seems to have gone wrong since I started and I think it is just bring it all out . I do feel helpless in every way right now. That’s where he always takes you when he really wants you to learn something. at least for me he does. To your lowest than he brings you back up. Ok well anywho I have to go. I have lots to do and have to get up super early. Until next time, bye

well..........

2006-01-09T20:38:00.001-06:00

It's the New Year, a fresh start and new begining. i am excited for whatever God has for me this year. I am busyer then ever but i am glad for it. I see what i am doing and all the goals i am close to finishing. i am just stinkin excited. Not much to say for the new year yet but I just know great things are going to happen.

2006-01-09T20:47:00.000-06:00

i love music!

2005-12-21T13:14:00.000-06:00

this is a pic of my sister Lana and I when we went to her staff Christmas party in Chicago. It was a great time.

2005-12-21T13:09:00.000-06:00

this is our little tree downstairs. its so cutie!!!

2005-11-21T15:48:00.000-06:00

The Holidays are coming!!! Yes, I know it is one of the craziest times of the year for most everyone but it is one of the most fun times for me. I love spending that special holiday time just chillin with the people I love.

well, how have you been?

2005-11-12T23:30:00.000-06:00

Well for me it’s been a ride. God has just been showing me stuff. I have been really quite about it. I probly should have talked to someone about it but I didn't. I don't mean to be so quite all the time. For a long time I have been asking God to teach me how to get closer to him. To really know the love that he has for me, to get really close. At the encounter he invited me to come with him on a trip in the woods like the knight sweeping his princess way and off her feet. Ya that’s what I want but what did it do, freak out! I got scared, fearful of getting so close but then hurt ever so much more. So I go back and protect my hurts. Fearful of that hurt that will come with the healing, guiding and teaching. It’s so stupid to get fearful of getting closer to God because that’s what we want. That’s what I want! He has been such a gentlemen to me. A true gentleman. One that I have never ever met before. I want to let him sweep me away. Go on that adventure and teach me all and show me the great wander he is going to do. so yes I am excited to go on this adventure with him and no matter where he takes me or who he has me met and talk tohes lead leading me. He is there whispering in my ear come be with me on to the next adventure. I love it!!!!! Ok, I need to go to bed it’s late and I am sleepy. thank for reading my blog i like writing things out for you guys. love you all! bye for now

my phone is fried!!!

2005-11-03T20:33:00.000-06:00

Have you ever dropped your phone in water? Will I did the other night. And now I am out of a phone for a day or two and it’s really weird I never knew how much I used it. Also since I fried it I have lost all of my numbers of everyone I had. Now I wish I had written them down but I never thought I would need to, oh well. Who would have thunk it. I am so lol at my self I feel so stupid but it’s really funny to think of. I just had a blond moment I guess. Thank goodness I had phone insurance. talk to ya later. I'm outta here.

The Pumpkin Patch!

2005-10-20T14:42:00.000-05:00

Well, today Mara and i went to the pumpkin patch today!
it was so cutie just to watch Mara try to pick one. there were lots.
we went on a tracker ride and we ate a Pumpkin donut and a Apple donut. we had lots of fun!

2005-10-20T14:34:00.000-05:00

there were so many. what one should we pick?

2005-10-20T14:32:00.000-05:00

Mara with our pumpkin!

My Brithday!

2005-10-19T15:10:00.000-05:00

Well yesterday was my birthday! I am 22 now. Wahoo! I had a fun and well it started like another day. Mara and I did school, had fun, played a little. Then my friend Michelle came and we had lunch and went to the candy factory by our house (not really by our house but it was on highway 30 anywho) Mara loved all the candy and we saw how they made the stuff and every thing. It was fun. Later we went to youth group that was fun but since I have not been going for a long time since I work it was weird. After youth a group of us went out to eat. I never get to hang out so it was fun. I always have fun when my 2 fav friends come hang out they make it the best. Ok well that was my birthday. Not anything big just a normal day. Well until next time see ya!

2005-10-11T14:31:00.000-05:00

Mara and I

2005-10-11T14:30:00.000-05:00

oh Selah, the cutie!

So.....

2005-10-10T20:35:00.000-05:00

So yes, the old background got old. So I picked a new one. I wish they had a purple one and a cute one at that. But any who I am just sitting around chillin wondering what i should do for my birthday. Don’t think I will do much, I might go to a movie with one of my friends and go on a shopping spree sometime soon. I so need to, I have no clothes. Really I don’t!!! I don't fit into any of my clothes anymore so I am down to the faithful few. Lol, I am so laughing at my self right now. Oh well, I feel so old and I am only turning 22 that just sounds so weird to me. I feel so old but I know I have so much more to learn and even looking back on the past year and seeing how much I have learned is so cool.

2005-10-10T20:34:00.000-05:00

so ya i like this pic its cool. i am really trying to set some time to work on it. wish me luck.

feeling sick is no fun!

2005-10-08T20:15:00.000-05:00

Well for the last few days I have been feeling really sick, fever and all. I have been sleeping allot so that helps. I don't have a fever any more but my ears still hurt and my head as well but I will be ok. I am a big baby when I am sick. I never like it. I don't know anyone who dose. But I am going to get better sooner or later. Well I will talk to you guys later. Bye:0)

he said.....

2005-10-06T16:38:00.000-05:00

Well, for a little wile I have been crying out to God for answers. This past Sunday he gave me the answer. This whole Q of why I am at work where I am at, who am I to pour in to there and so forth. In the middle of the cell I go to God dropped one of the answer in me heart. He has put me there to get rid of my flesh and man; my flesh screams everyday when I work. Work has been getting better. I have a new out look on why I am there and try to tell people about him and live the right way when I am there and when I am not.

the wine press (no really i am pressed to no end)

2005-09-25T21:35:00.000-05:00

Man, God is doing so much in me right now. I don't even know where to start. Everything is so hard at work (taco bell). I am at a loss for words. It’s so stressful and hard. So many people don't like each other and gossip like bad. I am so sick of hearing it and the way people talk, its horrifying. They are so lost and they know it! When I talk to them they know but they don’t want to change. I don't know what else to do and where to go. Right now I want to run and get a job some where else. I have tried but it has not worked and God has told me no, not to go somewhere else. I just see no end to all this crap. I just want peace. It gets me all worked up and my flesh cries out why me? But I know I am there for a reason but I just can't see it right now. God please show me. I need to see why I am here!